A Letter To Him

Dear U,

Maybe u find its funny for me to sent this instead of SMS, well I’m still believe in old method and I can write it longer…

Bare with me k, I’m trying to arrange the words here..

When I choose U, I know about the risk I take but I trust U, that the reason I put my heart in Ur hand but I shouldn’t put my hope high isn’t it so when when I fall I wont feel so hurt .

U said U cant gave me commitment well I didn’t ask U to marry me or be with me 24-7 just be with me once a while or call or sms me to say that you love me and be there when I’m sad to share my tears…that’s all I want.

U really doesn’t understand me, I’m like an open book to U, instead of ignore me U should learn to read Me...The best thing is U Says I don’t understand U...well I understand U more than anyone that U know before me…I’m aware that U know that didn’t U?..U just scared that I’m the only one can see how transparent U are..

What hurts me the most, U allowed me to see someone else, then why are U being so jealous when my phone start ringing . Before U allowed me to do that, U should learn how to put straight face, stupid Huney..U still don’t understand women , aren’t U?...

I remember Ur words that U cant erase me from Ur heart, well to bad my name is already there u definitely cant erase it except you have to swallow eraser or liquid paper but I don’t think that working too. So, U can run as far as U want but in U still gonna see my smile cause that what caught U from the beginning… wink2

If my letter is a a bit to long, just read it ok…I will keep U posted time to time to tell U what I’m doin’ until the day its stop that’s meant my heart is already taken by someone else (have to review the candidate list) or I’m dead ( It wont happen that fast cause I love my life, tq god)

Stop pretend U don’t care and being so cold , U are bad in lying cause Ur eyes always deceive U…

We really are such a crazy partner today we separate the next day we together again. Keep repeating mistake and Its hurt every time to me and I know U too..U think I didn’t know how u stare at me when U laying next to me or how U kiss me when my eyes is close..I can feel it…

I didn’t see the ending of our story and this moment escape is impossible. And I come to this conclusion that I just let it flow until the day that I had enough of this and trust me that time no matter what U says I'm still gonna walk away. So hold me while U can, One day when U turn around U realize I'm already Gone..

p:s: We are all a little weird and life's a little weird, and when we find someone whose weirdness is compatible with ours, we join up with them and fall in mutual weirdness and its call U and Me

Lurv,

KinQy's